Birthday Blues...

It's always funny when a birthday comes up... You start thinking of things past, present and future and always think of things to make it better... And here at the threshold of my 25th birthday, a time when I should have been settled in life atleast concerning my future, I'm still stuck... Well atleast I'm not living off my parents... But it still sucks... God always comes into the picture... Coz you're always thinking, OMG, how did things end up this way? I should have had a plan or something! Normally I'd just sleep it off but it's almost the halfway point of my life... And I walk on unstable foundations. Each step I take is on blind faith and the muttered "under my breath" swearing that I could have done something earlier... Where do I go from here? I better go sleep before this headache gets any worse... But seriously... Birthdays, and New Years should be banned if they just make people feel dreadful about their lives... Or i should just refuse to celebrate my birthday... Never connected with the day anyway... It's easier to run away from it... :)