Californication...

Sometimes I wish my life was something out of an American TV series... Lots of make-outs, sex with no strings attached (casual sex???), lots of cigarettes and alcohol (and maybe drugs?), and generally be a regular a**hole and still have the ladies agreeing to get into bed because of my "charm"... Have a job like writing a blog or a book once in 2 years and getting paid and reaping the royalties... To have a body without a paunch even when I'm past my 40s-50s... To still love the mother of my child even though we aren't married and she's seeing someone else... To find out that I can't write without my love and muse being with me... To go out and wake up midafternoon in some woman's house who's left a note telling me to "let myself out and thanks for the great sex"? To have this great daughter who isn't damaged even after her parents are separated, but actually takes it into stride... To finally convince the woman I love to chuck the guy she married an hour ago and come live with me in spite of all my flaws... Currently, that's my nirvana today... No... It's just Californication... Watch it!!!